Monday, September 29, 2008

The Lord gave this verse to me before I went to England. And at the time my hearts desire was to go back. God was faithful and did so.

I miss England so much. I pray that someday the Lord would take me back.
For now that verse has a different meaning and all i need to do is trust in Him.

Sunday, September 28, 2008


So yesterday I had my Isaiah class which I can say that at the beginning I was so ready to drop just because my comfort level was quickly fading. Than the Lord really took my heart and showed me to find peace, comfort, confidence in Him alone. I love my class now.The teacher is energetic and sweet. I know that the Lord has put me in this class for a reason. It will be interesting to see what that reason is. Maybe I will never know. But I am just blessed that God is pouring into me. :)

well later on my oldest brother, Justin,came over. Well he started to mess around with my guitar and I showed him a song that I wrote back in March. It was so much fun just trying to see how the chords could work.
And than we decided to go see the movie Eagle eye. Awesome movie.great action movie. I had much fun.

I look forward to fun parties for the upcoming holidays. I look forward to the Lord molding me and shaping me into the woman He desires. So.

God is faithful.

Saturday, September 20, 2008


God is good. I can't even begin to imagine the life that the Lord had planned out for me and to now even capture the blessings. I have been put into a ministry that is such a sweet piece of pie.
The Lord has allowed me to take part in the growth of these high school kids and i love it. I love being used by the Lord and to see these teenagers follow after the Lord. Many of my girls i have seen grow up spiritually and i thank the Lord that i can be part of their lives. I love my girls,my sisters, my friends. I just am excited to see God work in this ministry. Refuge has been way that God used for me to grow and its all for Him.
God is good all the time.

That day

I look around to find that face
the only warmth that I’ll embrace.
I see those before me stand
rising as he takes my hand
my father giving me that kiss
his blessing on our day

And I pray to the Lord
our soul He keeps
to walk with us in all our needs
to guide our lives to glorify the King

We take the vows heart in heart
ready for that brand new start
sharing the love from Jesus Christ
thanking Him for this life.

The time comes to share with those around
the kisses and hugs that have been bound
for in this joyous occasion
The father is pleased in our submission

We walk down that isle joined in marriage
blessed by the Lord’s love
and in all of our ways acknowledging Him
trusting that God will direct our paths
to a life desiring only Him.

God is faithful!!!

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Breaking times

These walls are breaking down
these walls are breaking
i want to fly to be free from this agony
of the walls i build inside of me

these tears are being whipped away
these tears are whipped away
I want laugh to sing to be free
from these things

this heart is breaking into pieces
this heart is breaking, shattering
I want to know your with me God
till these trials are gone

I am free to be the person you made me to be
I am clean, made new amazed by You.
God make me, brake me, shape me
I want to be like Your Son.

God be glorified in my life. Amen

Thursday, September 11, 2008


Today was to say the least a lazy one. I did not get much done for homework , waisted some time, and didn't care. But tonight was full of awesome things, great worship, love, Jesus, promises and fellowship.

I love how God is always there...always
I love how God never changes
I love how God reveals Himself all the time
I love how God is faithful
I love how God comforts
I love how God loves me.

Tonight was sooo good. This was probably the first wednesday night that was so amazing since before England. And i felt so refreshed and ready to see what, where and how the Lord will His work through me. I so desire to be a woman after His heart. Its tough sometimes but o this life, this moment on earth is worth it all that we can spend eternity with the Creator with my daddy. The Lord like non stop since England has been giving me the verses Prov 3:5-6 and Matthew 7:7-8....the trust in the Lord and ASk, Seek, Knock verses. hmmm God is good.
This might not even make sense anymore but its so great to be able to stand on my Rock, My Refuge, My Savior and rest in Him. I want to just bask in His love, I want to dance like there is no tomorrow and shout praises to His name forever more.

MARANTHA> Lord come quickly.

God bless !!!

Tuesday, September 09, 2008


So. I just got my new free phone in the mail . major blessing cause i have had my old phone for 3 years and that is like 20 in phone years so. I am excited to play around with it and yeah. Well that is just one reason to praise my God.

hmm. off to work I go. God bless you all !

Monday, September 08, 2008


So. I don't know why but today was a great day. :)

I love my job so much... i have it great. Love the customers and their cool stories of how God is working in their lives. I get to be apart of it. :)

I love that God cares so much about our little problems. I was doing Chuck tapes and let me tell you....they are such a blessing. I get so much out of them. So Moses was explaining to the peeps that what was going to happen when they get into the Promise land and they were worrying and Chuck was explaining how God is bigger than our little problems.
That got me. Wow. God cares about my lil ol' problems. And He is a Big God. Why do I forget this? well i do. But i love that God reminds me that I should never need to ever think that He is not great or grand enough to handle my situations.

I love this verse so much, the Lord has been showing this to me lately.

" Trust in the Lord with all of your heart, lean not on your own understanding, in ALL your ways acknowledge me, AND I WILL direct your paths" Prov 3:5-6

So all i need to do is trust? simple. yup. simple as that.

Ok Lord so here are all my problems and doubts and fears.
that's it. God is a Big God. So i have learned not to rely on my own hands to crush the pile of junk but to place them in God's huge hands and see them simply disapear.

Thank you for choosing to love me, thank you for allowing me to be apart of your work. Thank you for being faithful in my fearful moments, thank you for never leaving my side and thank you for watching over me as i rest. Lord thank you for always being there in every hardship and in every smiley moment. God thank you for being a big God to take care of my problems and big enough to love me as a sinner. Lord I ask that you would search my heart and remove all that does not belong. Fill me with you and make me into the Woman that you have called me to be. I love you Lord.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen .....