Monday, October 23, 2006

I am not perfect !!!! Thank you Jesus

I could sing of your love forever, I could sing of your love forever......

Sometimes all i want is to stop what i am doing and just sit right where i am at. Sometimes the only strength i have is to sit on the side of the road and ponder. And sometimes by just waiting and seeking Him we are able to see the reason why He has made this road in the first place.

I don't always understand the position God has put us in. For the most part I am thankful for that. Last night i really knew that right now where i am at, is ok, its where he has me.
He has me serving Him by going to school , getting good grades and trying my very best at everything that i do. He has me at the Highschool group to minister and to be ministered to. He has me growing at the place that i work at. He has given me many challenges, many tests, and many times to cry to Him , and yell that I need Him. He has me see that my life is filled with His son. I AM NOT PERFECT . I NEED HIS HELP.
The Lord has shown me that if i am open He can take me anywhere, and can fulfill the desires He has put in my heart.
Yes i would love to travel get married, finish school, and many other spectular things. And i want to be here where He has me. This sort of peace that i have is so comforting. How can i fail a life when Jesus is my guide.
I truely beyond all the THINGS that would be nice, i truely just want to be closer to my maker. I want to make HIM proud. That when i die, my life was a relfection of His son.

Thursday, October 19, 2006

praise the Lord

are you ever in a position in a situation where no matter what you try to do, it just gets more complicated and hard, and confusing.
well by golly that is where i am at right now. so goodness.
but through all of our odd humans stuff the LORD is always there.

I have learned that this life is more than living, its more than breathing, this life is about living and breathing for God.

Praise ye the Lord !!!!

Saturday, October 14, 2006

WAITING FOR MY PRINCE, RECIEVING A KING

You are my everything, you are the air I breathe
you are the highest King , you are the song I sing

And everytime that i see your painting in the sky
I marvel at your beauty and all the questions why
why I turn away from you at times?
why do I leave when I need your help?

You are my everything, you are the air I breathe
you are the highest king, you are the song I sing

Here i sit at the lake , waiting for my prince
the road at my side and a journey to take
how do I give up this pride?
there you stand by this rock, ready to carry me
after all this time waiting for a prince
you are more then I asked for, you are the King

Oh precious savior that made for me the path that i will take to see
all of your love and sweet beauty
this preciouse king, save me

I am not my own, no I have no right
to speak of you, to win this fight
you are my everything, the air I breathe the song I sing my holy king.

you speak these simple words of truth
of beauty and love

we are nothing without you
we are everything to your son
now we will rise and sing praises to the holy one

i sing because i see how true all of this life can be
i sing because i know his love and all that it brings


It is so odd how people are always waiting for that one thing that will make them happy or satisfy their needs. I know that girls have that desire to get married and all that fun stuff. We are always waiting for our prince. Now JESUS wants more then that for you , He wants you to have a King not just a prince.
Sometimes we get so cought up in waiting for that prince that we don't have our eyes open to anything else. In that, not only does it apply for women who are waiting for that man but also for anyone waiting for that certain presence that will bring them happiness and joy.
One of my favorite hymms, is , His Eye is On the Sparrow....hymms brighten my day.
It is so amazing how in heaven we will be able to rejoice and praise our KING forever, not just a time but FOREVER. That makes me want to praise Him even more now because our best on earth is like our worst in heaven. WOW i am so jazzed. The Lord is so amazing.
He desires to give us blessing upon blessing. And true desire upon desire.

Oh how i love Jesus , oh how i love Jesus , oh how I love Jesus because He first loved me...

The best thing that i love to do besides talking about nonsense is to PRAY.
PRAYER is really what we need to do for eachother and for God. Prayer is communication , and how can you have a relationship without communication. I encourage you(carly and whoever randomly visits sites) to be blessed and talk with our God.

Love ya....

Friday, October 13, 2006

BLAH

There is so much that i can say
so many words to pray
a bit of love and care is all
that is all that is all
the lover of my soul
created me to be the image of His son
and when i begin to speak
did i reflect the holy one?

HOW CAN WE BE
SO INNOCENT IN THIS MESSED UP PLACE
HOW CAN I CALL HIS NAME SO HIGH
WHY DOES HE SHED HIS GRACE.

Love and care that is all you need
some faith and trust shall procced and
after all the pain and hurt
trials and scratch
we shall meet our father to hear him say
well done my good and faithful servant.

Sunday, October 08, 2006

JESUS

What can wash away my sins, what can make me whole again , nothing but the blood nothing but the blood of jesus.

gazing at the moon light while sitting on the ground,
finding myself so little, how could i be found.
As i ponder these thoughts that only bring disspair
it says in my fathers word that He is always there.
How could i ever think of not praising my God,
when all my life is even for the glory of the Lord
and yet i do the fleshly things that do not give Him praise
i sometimes desire that will someday fade away
He shall give us strength to do His perfect will
and when we start to gaze at the moon that He has made
the Lord our God will someday share to us,
when He would look at the moon and think of all He has made
the one thing that will bring Him most joy is the day when we where made.
For we are here to do His work to relfect His begotten son
we are here to live and learn like the perfect one.

Saturday, October 07, 2006

WORSHIP

Seriously what is worship? What does worship mean to you?

In my own experience, worship really means more then singing although that is a great way to honor our God. Worship is definatly more then that. When we worship our God, just by praying, fellowshiping, sharing our gifts the Lord has blessed us with and giving God the glory that my friend is worshiping God.
Tonight was so stinking awsome. After the HOUSE (college ministry) Austin, Carly, and I all went down to the HB pier and started playing some songs. It was really really awsome. Then all these peeps from the HOUSE showed up and we all talked and sang and just had sweet fellowship with eachother. During just a random time when everyone was in little groups i had this thought that all these people that i am sitting and hanging out with, i will see them in heaven. These guys and girls are my brothers and sisters in christ. That was just a neat thougth that the Lord gave me. I encourage you to all seek Him and be blessed by the things that our father has provided.

Bless the Lord my soul and all that is with in me bless His holy name....

In His holy and precious name,